Only halfway through the week and my body is giving up on me. You know all the late nights and early mornings are taking a toll on me and my roomie when our eyes are like slits in the morning. Had my first proper nap today (when I used to nap everyday) but I am still feeling groggy from the many drowsy-inducing medicine the doctor prescribed/spammed me like free.
Anyway, I wasn’t in the mood to do my readings so I decided to read up on birth defects. It is so awful how such things can happen to kids. and to the parents. I don’t know if it’s even remotely possible to live each passing moment knowing that you are carrying a baby you desperately wanted yet going to lose it. When the birth of your child doesn’t call for a celebration because even if your friends or relatives do not say it in front of you, they liken it to a tragedy. When what you have been waiting for the whole nine months suddenly become a dreaded piece of news that you are not looking forward to at all.
That said, I am always thankful that my brother’s heart murmur has fully disappeared, and he doesn’t fall sick often. Thankful to be blessed with good health. Suddenly the monthly cramps don’t seem so bad afterall c:
